Warning: All my fics are not betaed =P
 

I have no idea when I'm going to update, cause inspiration comes at different times. So my updates are really random =)  

Chaptered Fics: 

On Going:

Title: My High School Life
Rating: PG...probabaly... o.0
Parings: YunJae [main] Others?
Genre: Romance, Comedy, Drama, Angst, Crack ...the normal stuff
Summary: The High School Life of Kim JaeJoong =)
Stress, Teachers, Friends, Crushes, Drama, Love, Graduation =)
This includes well basically everyone I can think of in the Kpop world haha
Other Characters Mentioned Regularly: DBSK, Wonder Girls, SS501, Big Bang, BoA, And Some SuJu XD  

Title: Meant To Be
Pairing: YunJae[main main], HanChul, YooSu, ChangMinxSecret =) 
Rating: PG-NC-17 depends on chapters...
Genre: Humor, Romance, Angst, Drama, Fluff ...the usual
Summary: Many things are happening all at once, JaeJoong's back, and planning to reunite with YunHo but when they do, many things happen trying to tear them apart.
While JaeJoong was away, Super Junior started, almost living at the DongBang Apartment; which leads to the Best friends getting more time together. All this closeness between the friends is driving YooChun nuts; misunderstandings start to happen as YooChun starts hanging out with his old best friend once again.
HanKyung and HeeChul are still lovey-dovey, and more so when everything starts to become normal once again. But tragedy strikes as HanKyung starts receiving hate mail, and the anti goes as far as pointing a gun in his face.
While ChangMin is over with YunHo, a long time ago, but as he watches his Hyungs get together, he starts feeling lonely. One day he bumps into someone, and they instantly click. Friendship blossoms, but will love start to blossom too, between these two?

Title: Can Love Overcome All?
Pairing: YunJae, HanChul and more
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Humor, Romance, Angst
Summary: "You have to remember, if you meet the person that makes you the happiest person alive, that’s the best thing ever, you must cherish. No matter what obstacles come in your way, as long as you love each other, then both can over come anything." 

Title: I Love You, Stranger [Haitus]
Rating: So far PG-13
Genre: AU, Drama, Fluff, bit angst, romance
Pairing: JaeHo, JaeWon, MinSyung, ShiBum
Summary: SiWon had always liked JaeJoong, and JaeJoong always had some feelings for SiWon. So MinWoo and HyeSung plan a trip, to get JaeJoong and SiWon together. But SiWon made JaeJoong angry, and JaeJoong got angry and left. SiWon looks all over the place for him, but during the look, SiWon and JaeJoong both meet strangers, and they start falling in love with them.

Title: Love or Money? [Re-Writing]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Angst, Fluff, Drama, Romance 
Pairings: JaeHo, HyukJae, HoSu, YooMin
Summary: Everyone in this main goal was to become rich, but sometimes you have to give sacrifices.

Title: My Ghosting Love [Haitus]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Angst, Fluff, Drama
Pairings: HanChul, JaeHo, MinSyung 
Summary: A man promised his love to meet them there, but he never came. 
1 2 3 4 

completed:

Title: Maybe This Is Goodbye
Rating: PG 13, one chap NC-17 +inspiration NC-17
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairings: JaeHo, YunMin, and implied YooSu, HanChul
Summary: I love you, but I can't see him hurt, so maybe...we should say Goodbye
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 Epilogue

Title:Test On Love 
Rating: PG-13 some chaps swears...and reference to vids and smut
Genre: Fluff, bit of Angst, Romance, AU
Pairing: JaeHo[Main] others
Summary: Are you really worthy of my Love? [I suck at summaries] 
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 1213 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 Epilogue

 

Drabbles/One/Twoshots:

Title: Your Wedding
Rating: PG
Genre: Angst
Pairings: YunJae
Summary:
I watch you walk out in the formal uniform. It’s all white, reminding me of the happy times when we filmed the HaHaHa commercial. I can still feel the ghost of your fingers in my palm.

Title: Events of Life
Rating: PG13
Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst
Summary: Love maybe mutual...but sometimes the confessions and "I Love You"s come too late

Title: My Shining Light
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G-PG  
Genre: Romance
Summary: YunHo is thinking about his feeling for JaeJoong 

Title: New Years
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG  
Genre: Angst
Summary: There are only 6 more minutes until the minute hand of the clock strikes 12. And he’s still not here.

Title: One Day
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G
Genre: Romance. Bittersweet [I'm guessing]
Summary: YunHo wishes for that one day...

Title: Bump, Bump, Bump [Bang, Bang, Bang]
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:R
Genre: Crack, Humor, ?smut?
Summary: YunHo and JaeJoong messes around with people heads

Title: YunHo's Ideal Type
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G-PG?
Genre: Romance, fluff, very,very faint of angst
Summary: YunHo talks about his Ideal Type

Title: Timeless
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:NC-17
Genre: Romance, Smut
Summary: YunJae making Love
Title: Playing Hooky on the School's Rooftop
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG/G
Genre: Fluff and Romance
Summary: JaeJoong and YunHo are skipping class and are on the school's rooftop

Title: Plays
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Angst, Drama
Summary: Life is just like a Play

Title: Numbers
Pairing: HanChul
Rating:PG
Genre: ...fluff?
Summary: Numbers can make HeeChul feel alot of things

Title: Reality 
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG I guess
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff, bit of Drama
Summary: Some realities to some are different to others

Title: Music Drabbles
Pairings: YunJae, HanChul, EunTeuk, YehWook
Ratings: G to R/NC17
Genres: lots of fluff and like two angst ones

Title: My Horrible Life
Pairing: read to see lol
Rating: G/PG
Genre: Humor, failed crack
Summary: A girl lives with Super Junior for a week and tells her friend all about her week with SuJu...

Title: Remembering My Guardian Angel aka Lovin' You
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG-13/G I guess
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: JaeJoong remembers about the memories of his Guardian Angel

Title: My Destiny [For Solocry's Newyear contest]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: YunHo wan't to forget JaeJoong but he can't...(it can be in JaeJoong's POV too)

Title: Third person
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Onesided HanKyung/?, ?/? 

Title: Broken Red
Pairing: HanChul implied SiHan, YunJae, HyukSu, KangTeuk
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Death, physicatic stuff
Summary: A porcelain doll and the color red can tie these two lovers together 
 
 

Your Wedding

I watch you walk out in the formal uniform. It’s all white, reminding me of the happy times when we filmed the HaHaHa commercial. I can still feel the ghost of your fingers in my palm.

“How do I look Yunnie?”

“Beautiful.” It’s the truth, you're always a beautiful angel in my eyes.

You grin so happily, “It’s almost time, Yunnie; I’m so nervous.”

I just hold my breath and force a smile on my face like I have many times throughout the years.

We hear your father telling you to get ready at the podium. You start to turn and walk down the isle, my hand grabs yours. You turn around with a confused look. I open my mouth as nothing comes out; I take a breath before whispering a ‘Congratulations’ and letting your hand drop. You smile then walk away from me; I bit my lips and can’t help but hope the bride doesn’t show up.

You and he would argue
Then sometime tears would drip.
As you’re struggling, I felt the rays of hope
My heart shattered in the silence
And I would calm down as I look at your smile
I conceal and hide my feelings away from you
Because if you find out, we may be no longer together.
I hold my breath
And bite my lips
Then I hope that she’s by my side, not his.

I sit in the front row staring at you instead of the bride that’s coming down the isle. She finally reaches you and you reach for her hands as your eyes sparkle with love. I can’t help but want those eyes to be on me instead. Another softer song starts as you read your vow. My heart breaks a little bit more.

Baby, please don’t hold his hands
Cuz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting forever, so please look at me.

Once the music starts
You’ll take the eternal pledge with him
I prayed and hoped
that this day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no

“I’m getting married, Yunnie. Here’s the invitation.”

You hand me a card with golden cursive letters on the front reading:

You are invited to celebrate
The wedding of
Lee Young Ah
And
Kim Jae Joong

“You’ll come right?”

I force a smile, “Of course.”

You smile in return, “That’s great, the area and when is on the inside. I’ve got to give out the rest.”

With that you leave and I close the door. I finally let my smile drop and tears fall. I should have known this would be the outcome. But the reality of it just hurts so much.

I close my eyes wanting to feel your embrace again, your hand in mine. I just want you with me. Crumbling onto the wooden floor, I cry.

I hated you
for not understanding how I felt.
So at one point, I even wished for your misery.
But my tears were already dried up.
Every night I felt anxious
and now if I think about it, I might have already foreseen this event.
I close my eyes,
And dream an endless dream.
Then I hope that she’s by my side, not his.

You hold her hands again as the priest give you and her blessings. You look beautiful in white; an angel sent from above, I can’t help but to wish I was facing you instead. With your “I Do”, my heart finally shatters.

Baby, please don’t hold his hands
Cuz you should be my lady

Once the music starts
You’ll take the eternal pledge with him
I prayed and hoped
that this day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no

You and her walk down the stairs of the church, your head turns to me and smile. I smile in return. I wish you so much happiness.

“Come on YunHo let’s take a picture.”

I smile and pull you into an embrace instead, “Be happy, JaeJoongah.”

I then walk up to the photographer and I give him my camera, “Can you take a picture of the groom for me, just the groom.”

The camera man looks at me weirdly before going up to JaeJoong. He snaps the photo and the photo comes out. He then walks over to me and gives me the photo and camera. I just take the photo and walk away.

I put the picture into my pocket and take out a necklace with a ring in the middle, on the inside engraved with ‘J 영원히’. I put the necklace on the table with all the other gifts.

I take out the the picture and hold it before driving off.

Be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase those pitiful memories of me
For a long time
It was hard on me, no oh
I spent too much time fantasizing
And had a lonely life like a fool
She’s still looks at me
and smiles brightly

The wedding dress you’re wearing (dress)
(Girl) The wedding dress you’re wearing
(but I’m not the one who’s by your side)
(Wedding dress, dress )
The wedding dress you’re wearing, oh no