Warning: All my fics are not betaed =P
 

I have no idea when I'm going to update, cause inspiration comes at different times. So my updates are really random =)  

Chaptered Fics: 

On Going:

Title: My High School Life
Rating: PG...probabaly... o.0
Parings: YunJae [main] Others?
Genre: Romance, Comedy, Drama, Angst, Crack ...the normal stuff
Summary: The High School Life of Kim JaeJoong =)
Stress, Teachers, Friends, Crushes, Drama, Love, Graduation =)
This includes well basically everyone I can think of in the Kpop world haha
Other Characters Mentioned Regularly: DBSK, Wonder Girls, SS501, Big Bang, BoA, And Some SuJu XD  

Title: Meant To Be
Pairing: YunJae[main main], HanChul, YooSu, ChangMinxSecret =) 
Rating: PG-NC-17 depends on chapters...
Genre: Humor, Romance, Angst, Drama, Fluff ...the usual
Summary: Many things are happening all at once, JaeJoong's back, and planning to reunite with YunHo but when they do, many things happen trying to tear them apart.
While JaeJoong was away, Super Junior started, almost living at the DongBang Apartment; which leads to the Best friends getting more time together. All this closeness between the friends is driving YooChun nuts; misunderstandings start to happen as YooChun starts hanging out with his old best friend once again.
HanKyung and HeeChul are still lovey-dovey, and more so when everything starts to become normal once again. But tragedy strikes as HanKyung starts receiving hate mail, and the anti goes as far as pointing a gun in his face.
While ChangMin is over with YunHo, a long time ago, but as he watches his Hyungs get together, he starts feeling lonely. One day he bumps into someone, and they instantly click. Friendship blossoms, but will love start to blossom too, between these two?

Title: Can Love Overcome All?
Pairing: YunJae, HanChul and more
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Humor, Romance, Angst
Summary: "You have to remember, if you meet the person that makes you the happiest person alive, that’s the best thing ever, you must cherish. No matter what obstacles come in your way, as long as you love each other, then both can over come anything." 

Title: I Love You, Stranger [Haitus]
Rating: So far PG-13
Genre: AU, Drama, Fluff, bit angst, romance
Pairing: JaeHo, JaeWon, MinSyung, ShiBum
Summary: SiWon had always liked JaeJoong, and JaeJoong always had some feelings for SiWon. So MinWoo and HyeSung plan a trip, to get JaeJoong and SiWon together. But SiWon made JaeJoong angry, and JaeJoong got angry and left. SiWon looks all over the place for him, but during the look, SiWon and JaeJoong both meet strangers, and they start falling in love with them.

Title: Love or Money? [Re-Writing]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Angst, Fluff, Drama, Romance 
Pairings: JaeHo, HyukJae, HoSu, YooMin
Summary: Everyone in this main goal was to become rich, but sometimes you have to give sacrifices.

Title: My Ghosting Love [Haitus]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: AU, Angst, Fluff, Drama
Pairings: HanChul, JaeHo, MinSyung 
Summary: A man promised his love to meet them there, but he never came. 
1 2 3 4 

completed:

Title: Maybe This Is Goodbye
Rating: PG 13, one chap NC-17 +inspiration NC-17
Genre: Angst, Drama
Pairings: JaeHo, YunMin, and implied YooSu, HanChul
Summary: I love you, but I can't see him hurt, so maybe...we should say Goodbye
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 Epilogue

Title:Test On Love 
Rating: PG-13 some chaps swears...and reference to vids and smut
Genre: Fluff, bit of Angst, Romance, AU
Pairing: JaeHo[Main] others
Summary: Are you really worthy of my Love? [I suck at summaries] 
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 1213 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 Epilogue

 

Drabbles/One/Twoshots:

Title: My Shining Light
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G-PG  
Genre: Romance
Summary: YunHo is thinking about his feeling for JaeJoong 

Title: New Years
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG  
Genre: Angst
Summary: There are only 6 more minutes until the minute hand of the clock strikes 12. And he’s still not here.

Title: One Day
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G
Genre: Romance. Bittersweet [I'm guessing]
Summary: YunHo wishes for that one day...

Title: Bump, Bump, Bump [Bang, Bang, Bang]
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:R
Genre: Crack, Humor, ?smut?
Summary: YunHo and JaeJoong messes around with people heads

Title: YunHo's Ideal Type
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:G-PG?
Genre: Romance, fluff, very,very faint of angst
Summary: YunHo talks about his Ideal Type

Title: Timeless
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:NC-17
Genre: Romance, Smut
Summary: YunJae making Love
Title: Playing Hooky on the School's Rooftop
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG/G
Genre: Fluff and Romance
Summary: JaeJoong and YunHo are skipping class and are on the school's rooftop

Title: Plays
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG
Genre: Fluff, Humor, Angst, Drama
Summary: Life is just like a Play

Title: Numbers
Pairing: HanChul
Rating:PG
Genre: ...fluff?
Summary: Numbers can make HeeChul feel alot of things

Title: Reality 
Pairing: YunJae
Rating:PG I guess
Genre: Angst, Romance, Fluff, bit of Drama
Summary: Some realities to some are different to others

Title: Music Drabbles
Pairings: YunJae, HanChul, EunTeuk, YehWook
Ratings: G to R/NC17
Genres: lots of fluff and like two angst ones

Title: My Horrible Life
Pairing: read to see lol
Rating: G/PG
Genre: Humor, failed crack
Summary: A girl lives with Super Junior for a week and tells her friend all about her week with SuJu...

Title: Remembering My Guardian Angel aka Lovin' You
Pairing: YunJae
Rating: PG-13/G I guess
Genre: Angst, Romance
Summary: JaeJoong remembers about the memories of his Guardian Angel

Title: My Destiny [For Solocry's Newyear contest]
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Angst
Pairing: YunJae
Summary: YunHo wan't to forget JaeJoong but he can't...(it can be in JaeJoong's POV too)

Title: Third person
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Pairing: Onesided HanKyung/?, ?/? 

Title: Broken Red
Pairing: HanChul implied SiHan, YunJae, HyukSu, KangTeuk
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Death, physicatic stuff
Summary: A porcelain doll and the color red can tie these two lovers together 
 
 

A Meeting

A little YunHo happily skipped towards on the pathway, holding his Umma’s hand. The two were going for ice-cream (his favourite was vanilla).  When he saw the little stand that was always there on Mondays he let go of his Umma’s hand and ran.

Reaching closer towards the stand he saw a little boy making him trip and fall. The little boy saw YunHo stumble, he quickly rushed to him to help him up (he wasn’t named Hero for nothing). Little YunHo saw the shadow of a person, looking up it was that boy smiling; he was holding out his left hand, in his right was a double scoop of strawberry ice-cream. YunHo blushed pink, before taking the hand that helped him up.

The two stared at each other in silence (in awe) before little YunHo opened his mouth

You’re very pretty. Are you an angel?

The other boy laughed at that statement,

Not an angel, but a hero! Handsome Hero JaeJoong!

Really, like superman?

Yup!

Little YunHo felt his Umma’s hand turn him around checking for any bruises or cuts from the fall. Finding none, she hugged her son telling his to watch where he was going next time. She released him, and looked at little JaeJoong standing there licking his ice-cream cone.

Umma, can I play with him?

YunHo’s mother looked back at little YunHo and smiled

Yeah, I’ll be sitting on the bench there. Don’t go out of my sight.

Ok!

Him Umma walked to the bench on the path and watched little YunHo drag Little JaeJoong to the grassy field.

So you’re name is YunHo?

Yup, Jung YunHo.

Hehehe, I’m Kim JaeJoong, but I prefer Hero JaeJoong!

Want some ice-cream?

Little JaeJoong stuck out the staring-to-melt-ice-cream in front of Little YunHo.

It’s strawberry, my favourite!

Little YunHo licked the cone tasting the flavour on his tongue.

Yummy!

Between Strangers

A Long Forgotten Friendship

I was a cold night, a teenaged boy (around 13 at most) walked with his cousin up to the house again. They walked down to the basement; the teenaged YunHo looked around to see some people he knew and some new faces. His cousin introduced him to ‘the new faces’.

This is HyunJoong, SeungRi, TaeYang, DongHae, KiBum, HeeChul…

But one face stood out from the rest.

The face was sharp, unsmiling, cold and mysterious, but looking into the eyes of the teen he saw warmness.

YunHo’s cousin waved that boy to come over

Yo, Jae! Come here.

The boy looked then walked over

This is Jung YunHo –my cousin. And this is Kim JaeJoong.

JaeJoong gave a slight nod in acknowledgement.

Yo~ SiWon. Come take shots with us!

YunHo’s cousin leaves him with the stranger to the other group huddling around drinks.

You look familiar, you go to Shine Jr. High?

Yeah, 8^th grade.

Cool me too.

An awkward silence
Want a drink?

Sure

JaeJoong goes to the cardboard box and pulls out two green apple Smirnoff bottles.

Here

YunHo gives a faint smile before taking the bottle and a sip of the alcohol.

Between The Two

The Act Of Strangers

YunHo and his 3 best friends walk into an ice cream shop near the school.

Hey what flavour do you want?

He liked Vanilla since childhood.

I don’t know why, but I like strawberry now.

YooChun looks at YunHo funnily then shrugs.

YunHo orders the ice cream and then the 4 turn to go.

As he turns the corner he sees JaeJoong talking to some people he met that (fateful) night.

You know them, YunHo?

YunHo looks away

Huh? No…

The two pass each other. Eyes lock, before drifting away,

No words were exchanged between the two.

For the entire school year

…And the next

In Front Of Others

  The Missed Chances

It’s YunHo’s last year of High school.

The more YunHo sees him…hangs out with him, the more the feelings grow.

YunHo, truth or dare?

Double dare, with…SeungRi.

Ok…I dare you to kiss JaeJoong on the cheek.

YunHo’s eyes grow wider; he avoids his eyes from landing on JaeJoong, as his face turns a pink blush.

No way, no kissing! …or any perverted dares, YooChun.

Fine sing a song then…

YunHo turned his head to the fire place

Doushite~ Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimatadandarou

That was directed to JaeJoong right? The song bounces off the fireplace directly to JaeJoong.

YunHo blushed a deeper shade of pink-almost-red.

No that was directed to the doll there. It bounced off the fireplace then bounced off JaeJoong’s forehead to the doll.

YunHo let out a quiet sigh.

Yeah, what SeungRi said.

…next person…JaeJoong!

Truth.

Who do you like and who do you liked before?

…I used to like Lina. Now I like…Jessica.

And also Yun—oh shit.

JaeJoong glared at Dana to shut up.

YunHo’s heart started to beat but break at the same time.

Always Equals To Regrets

Pretending

YunHo sits in front of JaeJoong, watching the current school band play. YunHo get’s tired of watching and turns his head to the left. He see’s KangIn grab KimBum’s and SoEun’s hands. He moved them together till they were touching and then let go. He watches as their hands just stayed in that position, it stayed until half of the song was done. 

As YunHo stare at them, YunHo feels his hand being pulled. He looks back and sees KangIn grabbing his hand and JaeJoong’s hand. YunHo resist a bit, and but he sees JaeJoong tug with force his hand free when they were close to each other.

YunHo just looks away, looking neutral. But inside he feels disappointment and confusion.

I Don’t Feel Anything For You

Confessions

YunHo sits at the lunch table, his hand moving to finish the Chemistry assignment he forgot to do before lunch is over.

His ears pick up bits of conversations around the table.

So what color is her dress?

It’s like a pinkish peach.

Oh, ok.

You guys should talk more. Since you asked her, you two barely even talk.

YunHo looks back down at the paper as he realizes that JaeJoong already asked Jessica to grad.

So what happened?

Here’s the story. We called her from down the street.

They said they wanted to walk our dogs.

Yeah, we then told her that we’d meet her outside her house. We then started walking to her house. She opened the door and JaeJoong gave her the bouquet of flowers and asked her. She stood there for like 30 seconds before answering.

Hey~, I was shocked. I was there holding Rocko, I thought we were going to walk our dogs.

Aww he even had flowers, that so cute!
YunHo’s ears only filled with silence and the breaking of his heart.

That Came Too Late

Goodbye and

It’s the last day of high school, exams are finished, the last parties to attend. It’s the time when people start packing for trip for the summer, and stays in universities outside Seoul or even outside Korea. You know you probably won’t ever see him again like this; you’ll probably not be able to see any of them again like this. Everyone will be too busy with their lives, their jobs, there’s going to be less and less time to hang out.
YunHo sits at the table thinking about the fun times he had this year, and what’s going to happen in the future as he writes in everyone’s year book.

Hey, YooChun~ I’ll miss you, man! It’s been a long time, my childhood friend. Have fun in America and don’t forget to visit! It’s been fun, especially you teaching all that English hahaha. Best luck in the future! Have fun, and be successful wherever you go!

-YunHo

JunSu, you’re such a bubbly guy! I’ll miss you so much, your one of the funniest and happiest person I’ve ever met. I’ll miss you lots and in the future I hope…I know you’ll bring laughter to everyone. Best of luck and happiness in Uni, and in the future!

-YunHo

ChangMin, you’re probably one of the witty and smartest people I know, actually you’re the only hahaha. I know you’ll be successful in the future, so I’m not going to wish you any luck, because you seriously don’t need it, you’ll BE successful in anything you do. Have fun and work hard like you always do!

-YunHo

YunHo opens the last year book he has to sign, and sees that it’s JaeJoong’s. He sighs and thinks about all the times they’ve been together.

Hey, JaeJoong. It’s been fun, I’ve had a blast. We’ve known each other for so long; we should have hung out more. Good luck in your next year of University, and in the future. You should smile more; you look nicer when you smile. You always frown, smile more and be happier! Well…I hope to see you in the future, good luck!

-YunHo

YunHo pauses before looking at the message he wrote. His have automatically writing "PS:" and the letter "I"
He stares at the paper before bitterly smiling and writes

PS: I’ll Miss You Lots

Before closing the book and handing it to the next person to sign.

YunHo never letting JaeJoong know the other 3 words that are really inside his heart.

I Love You